dar dar msg me at work telling me he is sick having high fever. call him dont work le sick he still wana work. i called him he say must wait until 5pm boss come then can go back. at ard 6pm i called him again. one hour still nt at home? He neva pick up instead he msg me telling me he is on his way back his frenz send him back. At ard 7.15pm i called again he say he must do until 8pm. He neva msg me say he will work until so late lor. Call him sick dun work le. THen he say his boss jus talk to him finish so never tell me. Why everytime so qiao.

Ok fine... Im not angry. at ard 9pm i saw my phone still no msg or call. so i called him. calling him for 15mins and no one ans instead hanging up my phone. so i called his hse. his mum told me he havent come back. I keep calling him.. no one ans. I even msg him he say he at toilet stomache. stomache cannot answer my called meh. after that he say he vomit. Not i dun want believe wat he say. but did he let me trust him. He say he pain until reach home chong to toilet.

HELLO!!! at car no reception meh at lift no reception meh. Dont tell me at car all the way he never talk to his frenz even drop off a Thanks you also never say. OK at first he keep say sorry... But WHY MUST EVERYTIME MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE. OK IM THE FOOL!!!! I SHOULDNT HAD BEEN CALLING HIM FOR 15MINS AND EVEN CALLED HIS HSE WHETHER HE IS BACK HOME ALREADY ANT! WORRY SOMEONE BECOMING THE STUPID UNREAONABLE FOOL!!!

ok when he called i like very bu shuang and he also bu shuang with me. He say "can you talk nicely" WA like saying my fault like that. And talk so loud to me and hang my hang. STEADY!!!!!

I angry until i off my hp. wait awhile i called him back. Hey when i angry you also must angry with me de meh. Like that BU SHI TWO SIDE ALSO CANT SETTLE DOWN MAH!!!! LISTEN IS I CALL HIM BACK!!!! last time he will called n sms me. now i think he is sian le. but his words is more than action. why why why!!!!

And talk awhile started bu shuang again. He say im unreasonable!!!! Fine!! i had nothing to say! Im angry but more to sad now... More than 10mins he didnt called. THE last called he hang again. I Give up! i had nothing to say.

He even say "everytime you say i lie than you also think that i love you is not real de la" He acutally can say this.

I say "everyTime you say you will change did you change yes you did one or two weeks and the same again."

he ans"Now i say i cant change lei"

I ans"Fine! i had nothing to say"

Worry someone can become so many things.

Tears rolling down my cheeks. I already give in. But... i gain nothing.

Dont say you care for me when you dont.

Dont promise me the things you will do when you dont.

Words is more than action.

Im tired... You not the guy i used to know. For this short one week, i had cry for two different days.

I had written this whole post but... my phone is not ringing. He went back to sleep i guess...